3.24.2010

pick one

i remembered a scene just now
a scene of a memory
a memory of a dialog, that i said it loud, i said it with smile...
i miss that smile...

its a hallway of a house, its night coz i remembered my eyes caught a lamp lights, and its cold coz i still remembered shivering when her voice stopped my step. 'mau kemana...?' she said to me while i passed her sitting on a couch. 'pulang dulu ya,.. udah malem juga'

'jadi ya jalan-jalannya?....' she asked me again the same question as i first saw her that night. i never had a doubt answering her question, coz i really lookin forward to do this. 'iya jadi, tenang aja, okay...'

it was all nothin, before she asked me that question. the question that i easily answered without havin any thoughts. and trully, i was surprised those words came out from me. 'emang kenapa si kok mau ngajak gw??...'

it only took me a smile to put the words into somethin, as i call it, cool :D.

'i dont have any girl, and i dont have any sister, but u are close to me, the best thing i can do is, to make you happy'

'trus lo nganggep gw apa?'

'pick one....'

i left her a smile, the smile i couldn't hardly erase on my walk that night......

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